‘Kristen Stewart wouldn’t have signed up for Twilight if she knew how much attention she’d get.  The 19-year-old star — who plays Bella in the smash hit movie franchise — admits she’s struggling to deal with being followed by fans and the paparazzi, and sometimes wishes she could go back to a life of peace, freedom and anonymity. “I had no idea it would turn out like this when I signed up for the movie,” she said. “And I am glad I didn’t because it would’ve tripped me out.”

Kristen — who’s currently in Vancouver, Canada, shooting the third Twilight movie Eclipse — recently revealed that she hates living in Hollywood. “What people told me [when I signed on to Twilight] was that there would be a lot of fan girls, people who love the books,” she said. “But people don’t tell you that as long as you’re living in Los Angeles, it’s a show every second of your day. It’s like the Kristen show. And it’s so boring!”

Meanwhile, Kristen and her costar Robert Pattinson are apparently “obsessed” with reading gossip about themselves. “Rob and Kristen never used to pay attention to what was being written about them in the media but in recent weeks, they’ve become fascinated by it,” a source said. “They’re obsessed with Googling themselves to find out what the bloggers and fans are saying about them. They find all the rumors hilarious!”